I am still in desperate search of the balance between relaxed, but not boring. I am increasingly becoming convinced that this balance will not happen for a very long time. With starting over, I am fulfilled with a certain exuberance, but at the same time, trying to play catch up to all of my peers.
There was snow yesterday. A perfect reason for taking it easy and not doing anything. However, I am burdened with so much homework, that I can't find the time to relax and keep a good conscience.
I sometimes want the life of my dogs ... sleeping and just staying out of trouble. Tail wags, looking cute, and the highlight of their day being dinner. But would I go crazy?
After 3 kids and always having an excuse to "play", they are all gone now. My youngest is with her grandmother while I finish school. This is very helpful, but at the same time .. I miss them.
Now I have recorded my thoughts for the day, I must go back to work.
More later .....
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